Smudged world .

Thinking what i have lost and wat to gain, Struggle for existence is wat driving me INSANE .
I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams,
Tried to make everything as simple as it seems .

I myself find to be fighting everyday ~ with myself.A battle, which doesn't seem to end, ever.The silent scream & cry within, is making the loudest sound heard ever.. but still can't utter a word, in front of the world.

As Linkin park song's lyrics rightly suggest :

I tried so hard,

And got so far..

But in the end,

It doesn't even matter..

I had to fall,

To lose it all..

But IN THE END,

IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER !!!