Fish story.

I've only one fish in my aquarium from past four month, it's been all alone in this mid sized aquarium.When i had bought there were totally nine fishes,All died.This one continues to live all alone,Despite of being alone and not treated the same as it used to be treated before when the aquarium was with other fishes.I've not cleaned filter from long time.Some days i even forget to feed -I don't even turn on the aquarium cleaning machine and still continues to live -Like real fighter and keeps looking outside the aquarium.

I look at it sometime and feel how helpless this fish is,Can it commit suicide ?or it loves it's life so much that it continues to live.is it the tom hanks of castaway >? I go close to aquarium and say Hi to it and it just run away from this side of the aquarium to other side,Does it hate me  ? or is it scared of me? 

Inarticulate Post.

This is how an In-articulated blog written.

I'm an animal,I walk alone-I chose this path,I make my decision.Strings are discomforting.Being alone is great but ,But it's makes me feel empty sometimes.I know i'm stronger than this feeling,I can beat this feeling.

I've stopped bothering about what people think or say about me.I know,I'm good and I do good cause i feel it's right thing to do, at the end all that matters the fact that i know i did the right thing.This makes me feel above every feeling.This is my life and I'll roar as i want.No one ever values my thought,They just pretend.No one will ever know the road that i traveled here,I've my own perceptive of life and i'll live with it.

Who am i? The question that comes to my mind repeatedly and the answer is always same,I'm normal guy who is here to write his own story.

I love myself and whenever i'm down,I lift myself and it's time for me to be strong and lift myself.

Articulated the fact "LOVE LEFT then LOVE yourself and LIFT yourself"

Bury your feeling and Let it rest in PEACE.

You don't know what it's like the way i feel , to know somebody the way i do..It isn't as easy as things appear sometime to be but you hardly have any option left other than to bury  the feeling deep beneath the unsung,unheard,unknown pain.The pain which could break you and destroy at some point of time.All you need to do at such point of time is to hold yourself strong and fool your feeling.I just can't share with anyone-Sharing wouldn't matter to anyone.It's time to bury feeling and write on epitaph-The end,Sorest Loser ever lived. Po-Powwww.Let me be happy.

Bornday.

Everyone wants to wish in best way possible to make one happy.. Here are few that i use..

->Happy Bornday
->Happy Womb-day-anniversary.
->Happy B'day.
->Have super year ahead.
->Super B'day

Best way is to get personal..These wishes are just meant for making one feel special and happy..
I Usually forget people's b'day.It's not uncommon.

I feel more happy wishing .. I don't relly need to remember any day in particular for wishing..


"Happy unbirthday "

A Dream that i remember and Connected

This Morning ,I woke up with story that i dream last night..

This was the first Dream i could recall ,Before this i thought I never dream.

Dream : I m in my Relatives place which is a coastal area ,A small town .. I go to beach enjoy and come back daily.. my relative house is just 100 mts away from the sea-shore I was having super fun.

Suddenly we are informed that there is chances of occurring natural disaster like "tsunami" where wave rise above the normal level.. and we hardly have time to make move.. Govt sends vehicle but it's not enough for rescuing all people..

Rich people pay and make their way ,so do my relatives , I m least bothered and show no interest or change in normal routine.. i come near vehicle to see off my relatives.. they say me to go top of vehicle which was already over-crowded I just say them bye and walk away silently..

I walk to a Cafe which is in front of sea-shore i look at the calm beach through the glasses and then i see a chair and no one else there .. all stay back behind ..on higher part ,Hopelessly with no expression and few ladies-crying.

I walk to the beach , i leave the my slippers  back and let my feet sink in wet sand..and i sit on that chair ..
i keep looking into the sea ,It's calm and normal.. then i suddenly notice a cloud type thing coming closer ,i it gets closer i distinctly make out that it's the water wave , huge water wave Gigantic and all also wind starts blowing faster and heavier .. as it gets closer ,I tend to think that the level of wave is less than the higher steep , i start to run back .. and also scream out with tremendous sudden fear .. as i run back the sound of wave goes on increasing and beats increases too ..At this time i see a small stone place- where god's idol is placed , ignored at this moment ..i start to think i can go and hide their as the facing of it was other-side from the sea,, As I was running back , water touches my feet .. till knee level ,By then i had reached the higher part ..then we see the water moving backward ..  water level doesn't increase then it keeps hitting against the wall of higher steep.. we all look at each other and i chose to make call inform the people whom i thought my existence mattered.

.. Then i woke and recalled the above story again :)


Accident that i saw ..

It was around 11'o' clock. i was walking back home ,meanwhile i was texting and making calls to friends..as i came near a place where brick's were kept on the road for construction purpose , i turn to little left as i step left i hear a bike zooming and hitting the Brick's "Boom" It was so close that for a moment i was out of my mind as what just happened.. i was unable to think , and next i step few step away and see the person lying down on ground ,with absolutely no moment nor any bleeding .. i look around for people hoping that someone would come for his help and then move two steps towards him for help , I see few constructing people
running towards him , some five people , and then i decide to walk and later turned back and saw , That person gets up normally .. i continue walking away from him ,Hoping all is good.

while i was alone near him ,I was thinking about "help or not help " It kinda scared me considering it was night.. and i decided against the fear and think of helping him but it wasn't my immediate decision.
Now i m made to think ,whether i saw the accident of escaped the accident ..
->Was the death so close in dream connected with the event that happened ?

Super sunday's story is over .. Good Night.

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