Monday, February 8

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Today I kill a Lizard ..Yes I killed  it knowingly with slight guilt before action .

Story begins Like this ..I entered rarely used room and closed the Door , Then i moved few steps front and I looked up , on wall i saw a white translucent skinned tailless lizard crawling . I saw it's eyes looking at me i felt pity at sight of it having no tail then after having done my work i turned back .I saw lizard's half body between the closing line of doors ,I knew it's body would have got crushed i opened the door with feeling of guilt and that lizard fell on floor without making any sound , it's center of body was completely squashed i wanted to ignore and move but couldn't see it's pain,it was unable to move although it was trying . At this moment i thought of killing it instead of letting is live with such pain . i moved my foot over it and in shade of my foot that lizard tried escaping understanding my motive . it failed to move after some one minute i let my foot drop on it's body and pressed it Hard and It died.It showed No motion . It's life was Over .

I don't know what i did was right or wrong ..maybe it was it's life and it wanted to live .Now that i have killed it all i have got is to admit to myself of choosing to kill.

How Does one decide what would be right when all things seem wrong . 

May it's soul Rest in peace !

2 comments:

black n white said...

I think giving or taking life is not for us to decide... The decision happens somewhere else.
Hypothetically speaking, let's say my dog falls ill and when I go to the vet, he says mercy killing is the only option. I would fuck his case n kick his balls if he dared touch my love after that.I know you will say, but the object in question here is just a LIZARD. Well, that is the problem, isn't it? We call it JUST a lizard.

Rachana said...

Touching write-up.
[Hollow humor doesn't last for long.It requires courage and sensitivity inside;you proved to be sensitive enough]