Im tired. I am not thinking staight. It is late I should be asleep,I have strained my eys enough for it to close , but I dont want to sleep. I want to be awake, awake from my life that sometimes seems like a dream. I am asleep and I am tired I am Bored . Or I am tired of being asleep .hehe this makes no sense, I cant articulate my thoughts - they seem so vague and indescribable. Sometimes people say that I can seem "out of it," but being out of it is being into it when "it" is the seemingly unreal reality in which I exist and when I am "out" of "it" I am in the real reality, or is it real, or is all in my head. Sometimes nothing seems real, and yet I just go on living in the world, and at times when I have thoughts like this I begin to question what I do. Oh well I just keep on doing it, and things usually end up right. or do they...
what it seems ...is just what you THINK.
Saturday, February 21
It would be ridiculous.
I was walking by a drycleaner at 6a.m. and there was a sign that said Sorry, we're closed.
You don't have to be sorry. It's 6a.m. and your a drycleaner. It would be ridiculous for me to expect you to be open. I'm not gonna come by at 10 and say, hey I was here at 3a.m and you guys were closed. Someone owes me an apology. =))
Till date on count 57767 people have threatned to kill me for my Baad Joke :)
Saturday, February 14
Time Vanquished me .
Last December i had gone back to Bihar ,Oh yeah ,Bihar my native place.
It was long time being back to my place ,I met my friend and to my surprise i found my town as it was before ,I met my friends as they also had holidays and they were back home .
Everyone was happy ,so was i .None had forgotten me ,this fact made me feel why i m special .I went to each one's house whom i was close to .I even phoned few of my friends for regrouping.Bihar being small state .It didn't take long to regroup . I Had great time . I even met my girl mates ,though my friends are still little conservative they didn't stop me . They just passed on little giggle and comments,which didn't bother me .
I found out that the girl whom i wanted to meet had permanently shifted to patna .
So next day i asked my Friend to drop me there,I didn't feel any uncomfortability until i reached her house ..Some strange kind of feeling seemed to be stopping me ...I somehow gathered myself and went and spoke to her mother..as her father was not at home.
I knew her mother so it didn't much time to reach the girl .Her mother said me that she is on terrace,I had phoned her before that i would be coming there ,
It was around 8 'o' clock ,In Bihar during December it's too cold ,and night starts as early as 6 'o clock ,So city was covered by darkness and artifcial light tried it's best to cover the darkness everywhere .
I went on the terrace ,It was windy , She was looking away somewhere ...i guess she was thinking something...and during this time a chain of thought ran through my mind thinking wat to do ,shall i say loudly "hello" ..wat to do ,how to do was the question in my mind . After some 30 seconds ,I moved towards her ,She stood like last leaf on a dying tree ,I let her hear my footstep ..when i reached near her she turned .
She looked as good as ever .
I looked into her eyes and said "hello" ,she looked down and tried avoiding looking at me .
Then few formality talks went on , She went on shooting few question and went on answering ,I was stupid i didn't have anything int resting to tok with her ,I was just looking at her .
Until she looked into my eyes and said "wat?" ..i smiled and looked away [:d]. I had camera in my hand , I wanted to take her pic . I started playing with cam ,
Then she asked "how come i remembered her ?" and i replied slyly as "U remembered me " [:d].
Then she asked me "Did you find anyone in Bangalore ?" I said :"no" .
she asked why ? I said like a flirt moron "I didn't find anyone like you " .
she smiled and said :U haven't changed .
I remained serene -though i had never loved her ,nor did she i guess.i had certainly become one of her close friend .
she just wanted to let me know she has a boyfriend and didn't want to hide it from me. ouch. yes, it would hurt more if she had never told me, I was at least thankful for that much. i told her i was happy for her, because she was happy. This is true. but that doesn't mean it hurts less or doesn't hurt at all. i was laughing more than usual. it's not longer a matter of laughing out frustrations, it's a matter of wanting to be good at something .I finally feel i can stretch myself to be good at. i was breathing more than ever, as well. my desire to create is just... totally consuming me. i just hoped this never turns into some deranged desire for my creations to be liked/loved. back to her . so her boyfriend was in patna as well. So i was gonna meet him .So no problem. i took some measure of sympathy towards her and her boyfriend if my presence will make them uncomfortable, but... i was somewhat assured that she would not be there when i would go to meet him .This didn't mean i had to change my mind. she wants the boyfriend, she's placing herself in this situation, it is not my problem. - aargh - . frustrating. i had a feeling that i would not be meeting her boyfrined for much longer, and that my schedule was too busy to take out time for him .Oh ,hell this made me think i should too look for someone or i should remain single -watever that would make me remain happy .I thought new friends will be nice idea. i would rather be doing something that requires a little emotional shit ,that my brain needs it.
I was wondering if she will make it weird .
me: well, time to move on .
U must be thinking why i wanted to her boyfriend ?
*laughs* This part is another funny part -Her boyfriend was was my old hostel mate,Infact closest in Boarding school .When i was in fourth ..we both used to like this girl ,be both never felt jealous with each other ,Infact we shared cloths ,thoughts , to be in best attire front of her .Just to impress her.
I still remember her b'day when we both had gone to buy gift for her,It took hell lots of time deciding,I guess our minds were completely affected by movies . I used to sing song and dance for school on many ocassion ,i was very active, Infact i was one of the most intelligent and happenign kid of school . whenever i used to sing ..i used to look at her somethng like what hero does in movies . I and her boyfriend were best buddies , sometime we also used to talk about ,who would get .We sometime used to feel like challenge ,but never relly used to do things that would make the other friend feel bad . Yeah ,Truth was that i was facing here was that -HE HAD DEFEATED ME or Rather i let myself get defeated . -Venquished-
I wanted to say my part of truth to her . I said her we were good friend and she replied boldly that she liked me but she thought i would have had forgotten her ,since i hadn't been to bihar for long time and never relly took intrest to talk with her .And AT this time i ever felt that i even had some undistinguished feeling for her. I felt like foolish boy . I think it's something i could talk about. she *is* my friend, after all. it's not like her having a boyfriend is some kind of leprosy.
Then recieved a call "she asked for excuse "and went away .she returned in some 30 seconds.
I asked her " was he ur Boy friend "
she replied "Yes -he is coming here to meet me ."
I still had camera .I had got the camera so that i could capture her ,but that moment i thought it would be better if i forget her.And i kept the camera inside my pocket . [:d].
It was long time being back to my place ,I met my friend and to my surprise i found my town as it was before ,I met my friends as they also had holidays and they were back home .
Everyone was happy ,so was i .None had forgotten me ,this fact made me feel why i m special .I went to each one's house whom i was close to .I even phoned few of my friends for regrouping.Bihar being small state .It didn't take long to regroup . I Had great time . I even met my girl mates ,though my friends are still little conservative they didn't stop me . They just passed on little giggle and comments,which didn't bother me .
I found out that the girl whom i wanted to meet had permanently shifted to patna .
So next day i asked my Friend to drop me there,I didn't feel any uncomfortability until i reached her house ..Some strange kind of feeling seemed to be stopping me ...I somehow gathered myself and went and spoke to her mother..as her father was not at home.
I knew her mother so it didn't much time to reach the girl .Her mother said me that she is on terrace,I had phoned her before that i would be coming there ,
It was around 8 'o' clock ,In Bihar during December it's too cold ,and night starts as early as 6 'o clock ,So city was covered by darkness and artifcial light tried it's best to cover the darkness everywhere .
I went on the terrace ,It was windy , She was looking away somewhere ...i guess she was thinking something...and during this time a chain of thought ran through my mind thinking wat to do ,shall i say loudly "hello" ..wat to do ,how to do was the question in my mind . After some 30 seconds ,I moved towards her ,She stood like last leaf on a dying tree ,I let her hear my footstep ..when i reached near her she turned .
She looked as good as ever .
I looked into her eyes and said "hello" ,she looked down and tried avoiding looking at me .
Then few formality talks went on , She went on shooting few question and went on answering ,I was stupid i didn't have anything int resting to tok with her ,I was just looking at her .
Until she looked into my eyes and said "wat?" ..i smiled and looked away [:d]. I had camera in my hand , I wanted to take her pic . I started playing with cam ,
Then she asked "how come i remembered her ?" and i replied slyly as "U remembered me " [:d].
Then she asked me "Did you find anyone in Bangalore ?" I said :"no" .
she asked why ? I said like a flirt moron "I didn't find anyone like you " .
she smiled and said :U haven't changed .
I remained serene -though i had never loved her ,nor did she i guess.i had certainly become one of her close friend .
she just wanted to let me know she has a boyfriend and didn't want to hide it from me. ouch. yes, it would hurt more if she had never told me, I was at least thankful for that much. i told her i was happy for her, because she was happy. This is true. but that doesn't mean it hurts less or doesn't hurt at all. i was laughing more than usual. it's not longer a matter of laughing out frustrations, it's a matter of wanting to be good at something .I finally feel i can stretch myself to be good at. i was breathing more than ever, as well. my desire to create is just... totally consuming me. i just hoped this never turns into some deranged desire for my creations to be liked/loved. back to her . so her boyfriend was in patna as well. So i was gonna meet him .So no problem. i took some measure of sympathy towards her and her boyfriend if my presence will make them uncomfortable, but... i was somewhat assured that she would not be there when i would go to meet him .This didn't mean i had to change my mind. she wants the boyfriend, she's placing herself in this situation, it is not my problem. - aargh - . frustrating. i had a feeling that i would not be meeting her boyfrined for much longer, and that my schedule was too busy to take out time for him .Oh ,hell this made me think i should too look for someone or i should remain single -watever that would make me remain happy .I thought new friends will be nice idea. i would rather be doing something that requires a little emotional shit ,that my brain needs it.
I was wondering if she will make it weird .
me: well, time to move on .
U must be thinking why i wanted to her boyfriend ?
*laughs* This part is another funny part -Her boyfriend was was my old hostel mate,Infact closest in Boarding school .When i was in fourth ..we both used to like this girl ,be both never felt jealous with each other ,Infact we shared cloths ,thoughts , to be in best attire front of her .Just to impress her.
I still remember her b'day when we both had gone to buy gift for her,It took hell lots of time deciding,I guess our minds were completely affected by movies . I used to sing song and dance for school on many ocassion ,i was very active, Infact i was one of the most intelligent and happenign kid of school . whenever i used to sing ..i used to look at her somethng like what hero does in movies . I and her boyfriend were best buddies , sometime we also used to talk about ,who would get .We sometime used to feel like challenge ,but never relly used to do things that would make the other friend feel bad . Yeah ,Truth was that i was facing here was that -HE HAD DEFEATED ME or Rather i let myself get defeated . -Venquished-
I wanted to say my part of truth to her . I said her we were good friend and she replied boldly that she liked me but she thought i would have had forgotten her ,since i hadn't been to bihar for long time and never relly took intrest to talk with her .And AT this time i ever felt that i even had some undistinguished feeling for her. I felt like foolish boy . I think it's something i could talk about. she *is* my friend, after all. it's not like her having a boyfriend is some kind of leprosy.
Then recieved a call "she asked for excuse "and went away .she returned in some 30 seconds.
I asked her " was he ur Boy friend "
she replied "Yes -he is coming here to meet me ."
I still had camera .I had got the camera so that i could capture her ,but that moment i thought it would be better if i forget her.And i kept the camera inside my pocket . [:d].
No matter how significant or insignificant this incident is .. If this memory ever await ..i have learnt time doesn't erase the past ..it will though in it's most merciful way .. I m not perpetually so thoguhtful :)) .. One thing that People should remeber before the end is Start ! ..as i always say start is end start [:O] =)) .
Life moves on.SO did I .I m life .
I Love My Past,I Love My Present ..I am Not Ashamed Of What I have Done BefOre Because I Dont Have It AnyMore .
*She reminded me of the dialogue that i used to use : If we are all parts of a larger whole - if we are the small of a bigger big - then neither you are reading nor my writing is greater than our understanding. (I guess i had copied from somewhere ,watever may it be This certainly does have meaning )
Life moves on.SO did I .I m life .
I Love My Past,I Love My Present ..I am Not Ashamed Of What I have Done BefOre Because I Dont Have It AnyMore .
*She reminded me of the dialogue that i used to use : If we are all parts of a larger whole - if we are the small of a bigger big - then neither you are reading nor my writing is greater than our understanding. (I guess i had copied from somewhere ,watever may it be This certainly does have meaning )
I m perpetually unsentimental person ...still I do write thoguths that are i fought :D
Above narrated story .. as i recall ..it may be so that story from other angle would differ ..
and most IMPORTANTLY .. i like to remeber the incident or anything as i want rather than as it happens ..
Friday, February 13
My Brand of Drug
It occurs to me that I don’t use any traditional forms of drugs, but I regularly indulge in mind altering activities which help me to forget what i want to forget forever , for a little while. What I am Exactly talking about is sleeping , Television ,Internet and Computer games . These are my choice of Drugs .I guess If I can become enraptured in one of these activities thoroughly enough then I won't remember things that i want to forget .
My latest brand of drug is "zulu " Though i cannot humanise ,I truely love the moments that i spend with Him . watever may have happened with me or watever i would be sick of .Zulu is one who makes me realise why Life is beautiful .
Wednesday, February 11
Naan kaduval consequences
On monday i decided to watch a tamil movie,since i don't understnd this language.I tried to dissuade my friends.
While trial none seemed so intrested ,so went on appraching other friends after LAB got over at 10'o' clock ,I asked for final time,who all wants to come..and i was surprised to see many people facing me with smile.
I could see some friends ready ,then i dissuaded few more people.
We went and watched movie,as expected movie was good .
And on other side class had less strength ...teachers understood we did mass bunk .
consequences :
Today we had c++ lab,
Teacher said all the students who didn'ta ttaind the class to come front of her,
Almsot all the boys were culprit,we went and stood front of her like proud bunch of kid with no shame or fear on our face.Though we didn't speak anything to her ,we were cracking up behind [:d].She asked why all of u did mass bunk ?Too much guts?huh?and spoke soemthing in kannada ..which i failed to understand .
Then i said to my friend "We bunked individually ,but it turned out to be mass ".Got lectured for mass bunking on monday ....she asked one boy the reason and he said "He was not feeling well "and she concluded that "Everyone will say same" and and due to this reason she started telling that "wat?everyone got fever?huh?" Almost after every statement.I couldn't stop mself and i came out of the line and said "I went to watch movie "She seemed to be shocked...may this was unexpected...she said "U don't attaind any class" I asked ..why? just because i said the truth ?...Then she lectured little longer and we said sorry and she replied "I don't want sorry " as if we were relly sorry "HAHAHAHA "
i FEEL LIKE SLAYER.
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SLAYER =Sumit Laughs As You Rott Eternally.
While trial none seemed so intrested ,so went on appraching other friends after LAB got over at 10'o' clock ,I asked for final time,who all wants to come..and i was surprised to see many people facing me with smile.
I could see some friends ready ,then i dissuaded few more people.
We went and watched movie,as expected movie was good .
And on other side class had less strength ...teachers understood we did mass bunk .
consequences :
Today we had c++ lab,
Teacher said all the students who didn'ta ttaind the class to come front of her,
Almsot all the boys were culprit,we went and stood front of her like proud bunch of kid with no shame or fear on our face.Though we didn't speak anything to her ,we were cracking up behind [:d].She asked why all of u did mass bunk ?Too much guts?huh?and spoke soemthing in kannada ..which i failed to understand .
Then i said to my friend "We bunked individually ,but it turned out to be mass ".Got lectured for mass bunking on monday ....she asked one boy the reason and he said "He was not feeling well "and she concluded that "Everyone will say same" and and due to this reason she started telling that "wat?everyone got fever?huh?" Almost after every statement.I couldn't stop mself and i came out of the line and said "I went to watch movie "She seemed to be shocked...may this was unexpected...she said "U don't attaind any class" I asked ..why? just because i said the truth ?...Then she lectured little longer and we said sorry and she replied "I don't want sorry " as if we were relly sorry "HAHAHAHA "
i FEEL LIKE SLAYER.
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SLAYER =Sumit Laughs As You Rott Eternally.
I bunked Today .To escape the Horror.
After bunking i directly caught the bus and here is the thoughts that ran through my mind.While walking to Bus stop ,I saw a small girl ,I whistled unsuccessfully and she turned towards me and smiled,I love to see when kids smile,It's the moments that makes me feel happy ,I said TATA and walked away .
Riding on a bus, half the seats are full.The people sitting near me were talking non-stop.They argued like they are at home in their own living room.I wanted to ask then to please "shut up."Feeling I can't take it anymore, my head throbbing in pain,I turn to politely ask them to "keep it down."Hey we are not even talking, their mouths are not even moving,yet I could still hear them.Then, like a ball escaping the length the ground for being declared as six I heard a Sound!I realized I could hear the some buzz from outside.I looked outside and saw a gathering of people and many other moving in haste .I realised their was some accident,as the bus moved front i saw Blood on the ground,I closed my eyes and said "May his soul rest in peace" At the same time i realised wat if it was minor accident ,I didn't want to wrong myself ,so i said he wills till need peace .The other passengers were all jabbering away.I felt myself spinning like I had too much to drink.As if some anti-gravity effect was working on me.I could feel tierdness in myself .I went near the bus driver and asked for change,he said he doesn't have.I had no energy to tok with him.I get off at the next place and threw up The thump up bottle in the gutter.It took me about 5minutes to find a gutter,no wonder why inida is Tidy ,Thanks to governaments carelessness.I could still hear the people in their cars going by.I sat on ground hoping the voices will stop,It never relly did.After some time I picked myself up and walk the last half mile to Home.Everything was as it should be ,I rang the bell ,and could hear the bark of my dog,I enetered home and then clebration started .
Riding on a bus, half the seats are full.The people sitting near me were talking non-stop.They argued like they are at home in their own living room.I wanted to ask then to please "shut up."Feeling I can't take it anymore, my head throbbing in pain,I turn to politely ask them to "keep it down."Hey we are not even talking, their mouths are not even moving,yet I could still hear them.Then, like a ball escaping the length the ground for being declared as six I heard a Sound!I realized I could hear the some buzz from outside.I looked outside and saw a gathering of people and many other moving in haste .I realised their was some accident,as the bus moved front i saw Blood on the ground,I closed my eyes and said "May his soul rest in peace" At the same time i realised wat if it was minor accident ,I didn't want to wrong myself ,so i said he wills till need peace .The other passengers were all jabbering away.I felt myself spinning like I had too much to drink.As if some anti-gravity effect was working on me.I could feel tierdness in myself .I went near the bus driver and asked for change,he said he doesn't have.I had no energy to tok with him.I get off at the next place and threw up The thump up bottle in the gutter.It took me about 5minutes to find a gutter,no wonder why inida is Tidy ,Thanks to governaments carelessness.I could still hear the people in their cars going by.I sat on ground hoping the voices will stop,It never relly did.After some time I picked myself up and walk the last half mile to Home.Everything was as it should be ,I rang the bell ,and could hear the bark of my dog,I enetered home and then clebration started .
Saturday, February 7
Valentines Day .
Number of people this year in world will not have a Valentines this coming February 14th . The lucky girls that do get a valentine wish for chocolate and flowers each year. It is kind of a contradiction to maintain the balance of the good and bad. They want the chocolates to get Fat .The guys on the other hand, will be online chatting with Girl all day from a distant state , asking them to be their e-valentines .And many will stay back at home watching T.V ,There absolutely nothing wrong in doing this ,After all it's individual choice to think the way they want . Back in Elementary School, secret valentines were the hottest things, except they were never a secret. Patiently you wait for the class to get over , so you can be the last one out to place a red Satan valentine’s card or candy on their desk =)). To the disappointment to many, their secret is never so secret in the first place . As a young fly boy, or girl waits for the perfect moment, the teacher still has to close and lock the door. Being groggy all day from dealing with prepubescent kids yell like whiny bastards, the teacher will would want to get revenge on love scheme because she had a bad fling with her boyfriend the day before.Valentines will, and has always been a day for lonely people. It is a holiday that enjoys pointing and laughing at people that are not loved by someone of the opposite sex, or same sex[:p]. To all the hearts ready to spew their love to a potential significant other…Well, good luck.
*Advice :There is nothing wrong in trying wrong ones in search of rite person !Go Ahead enjoy the Day .
I dono much about the politicaal issue that's going on in bangalore about the fuss over celebration of valentines..Will try updating on that...I hope poltician find some other day to prove their dumb evilness . :@ !
*Advice :There is nothing wrong in trying wrong ones in search of rite person !Go Ahead enjoy the Day .
I dono much about the politicaal issue that's going on in bangalore about the fuss over celebration of valentines..Will try updating on that...I hope poltician find some other day to prove their dumb evilness . :@ !
Here is the inforamtion that i got about valetines day fuss :
Those guys and girls exhibiting public display of affection on Valentine’s Day, beware. At a meeting on Wednesday, chaired by Sri Rama Sene leader Pramod Mutalik, Sene decided to arrange marriage between dating couples. For that, it has formed five teams. They will roam around Bangalore with a video camera and turmeric stub. If they find young couples dating, they will force them to wed on the spot. “The couples will be taken to a sub-registrar’s office to solemnise the marriage,’’ T S Vasanth Kumar Bhavani, Sene’s Bangalore city president, told TOI.
I m planning to roam around with my dog ...I wonder if they think this is anti-indian practice act..Naah,They aren't so smart ! !
Words I don't relly know ...want to use more often .
Bamboozled: to be cheated or deceived
Frivolous : lacking in seriousness ,of little weight or importance.
pre·rog·a·tive =official right.
Comely : attractive .
Cornucopia: overflowing supply of something or an abundance.
Pretentious: making ridiculous claims
Seditous: trying to stir up a revolt against an authority figure
Nuance: slight degree; shade of difference
Disdain: a feeling of scorn or contempt
Acquiescent: reluctantly agreeable
Fervor: strong passion
Jubilant: filled with joy
Slough: discard; cast off
Trepidation: fear
Undulate: move in a wavy manner
Vapid: dull; boring
Garrulous: very talkative
Decadence: moral decay or decline
Irascible: easily angered
Reticent: quiet
Extol: Praise
Serene =Peaceful ,calm and Unruffled.
Obdurate: stubborn
Pompous: arrogant; obnoxiously proud
Glib: smooth-talking
Staunch: standing firm; solidly loyal
Impugn: to attack with words
Nebulous: unclear; vague
Admonish: to warn or scold, but in a caring way
Flippancy: treating a serious situation with arrogant humor or direspect
Prevalent: widley-accepted; common
Stymie: block; get in the way
Delineate: to explain or describe in detail
Innocuous: harmless
Complacent: self satisfied
Deride: make fun of; ridicule
Hiatus: gap; interruption
Indolatry: the worship of objects or people as gods
Obdurate: stubborn
Petulance: grouchiness
Rudimentary: undeveloped; elementary
Terse: of few words; to the point
Foment: to stir into action
Fickle: lacking loyalty; unpredictably changeable
Belie: to gave an impression that is the opposite of the way things really are
Indolent: lazy
Quell: calm; pacify
Sycophant: someone who flatters in order to gain favor
Xenophobia: the fear of hatred of anything foreign
(I will add more words if i come across one [:d].)
Frivolous : lacking in seriousness ,of little weight or importance.
pre·rog·a·tive =official right.
Comely : attractive .
Cornucopia: overflowing supply of something or an abundance.
Pretentious: making ridiculous claims
Seditous: trying to stir up a revolt against an authority figure
Nuance: slight degree; shade of difference
Disdain: a feeling of scorn or contempt
Acquiescent: reluctantly agreeable
Fervor: strong passion
Jubilant: filled with joy
Slough: discard; cast off
Trepidation: fear
Undulate: move in a wavy manner
Vapid: dull; boring
Garrulous: very talkative
Decadence: moral decay or decline
Irascible: easily angered
Reticent: quiet
Extol: Praise
Serene =Peaceful ,calm and Unruffled.
Obdurate: stubborn
Pompous: arrogant; obnoxiously proud
Glib: smooth-talking
Staunch: standing firm; solidly loyal
Impugn: to attack with words
Nebulous: unclear; vague
Admonish: to warn or scold, but in a caring way
Flippancy: treating a serious situation with arrogant humor or direspect
Prevalent: widley-accepted; common
Stymie: block; get in the way
Delineate: to explain or describe in detail
Innocuous: harmless
Complacent: self satisfied
Deride: make fun of; ridicule
Hiatus: gap; interruption
Indolatry: the worship of objects or people as gods
Obdurate: stubborn
Petulance: grouchiness
Rudimentary: undeveloped; elementary
Terse: of few words; to the point
Foment: to stir into action
Fickle: lacking loyalty; unpredictably changeable
Belie: to gave an impression that is the opposite of the way things really are
Indolent: lazy
Quell: calm; pacify
Sycophant: someone who flatters in order to gain favor
Xenophobia: the fear of hatred of anything foreign
(I will add more words if i come across one [:d].)
Thursday, February 5
Dev D life with Tev D and Bev D
I have always liked anurag kashyap's movies For his ability to create or represent something original and something new .
Tomorrow is the day when Dev D will appear front of public completely ,
To me There was Computer games, Internet , Orkut , Cricket ,Football,Fernado torres ,Messi ,Sleep and Now Dev D.
I read the lyric of "emosonal attyachar " and there is line which goes like "bol bol why did u ditch me WHORE" .I wonder if that line was cencored . If people thought last years best musical movie was "Rock on" then i would say them this years no doubtably it's "Dev D " -By tellling musical movie i don't mean to say it's good only musically .
Dev.D in essence is the tale of a man who goes into self destruction but the circumstances and the characters he meets are the people we meet and know and are of this generation.I have seen trailer's of the movie and that i could make out is that this movie is something modern where director has tried to Display the modern world,world which is fast where plastic money like ATM debit and Credit cards play more important role than hard cash, there is advance mode of communication like mobile, internet chatting instead of traditional means like telegrams. Globalization has expanded the horizon of technological availability.
Unlike prior endeavours by filmmakers (Names not mentioned Due to simple reason that many people would stand up against to nail down the truth .)
Watch this movie....irrespective crictics view .They Just know to rate .Give Stars .And raise/down their Thumbs .One more thing if u want to watch any movie just watch without caring for wat people or crictic says because everyone thinks the way they think .
Tev D =whore ,Bev D = Woman who drink alot .
Tomorrow is the day when Dev D will appear front of public completely ,
To me There was Computer games, Internet , Orkut , Cricket ,Football,Fernado torres ,Messi ,Sleep and Now Dev D.
I read the lyric of "emosonal attyachar " and there is line which goes like "bol bol why did u ditch me WHORE" .I wonder if that line was cencored . If people thought last years best musical movie was "Rock on" then i would say them this years no doubtably it's "Dev D " -By tellling musical movie i don't mean to say it's good only musically .
Dev.D in essence is the tale of a man who goes into self destruction but the circumstances and the characters he meets are the people we meet and know and are of this generation.I have seen trailer's of the movie and that i could make out is that this movie is something modern where director has tried to Display the modern world,world which is fast where plastic money like ATM debit and Credit cards play more important role than hard cash, there is advance mode of communication like mobile, internet chatting instead of traditional means like telegrams. Globalization has expanded the horizon of technological availability.
Unlike prior endeavours by filmmakers (Names not mentioned Due to simple reason that many people would stand up against to nail down the truth .)
Watch this movie....irrespective crictics view .They Just know to rate .Give Stars .And raise/down their Thumbs .One more thing if u want to watch any movie just watch without caring for wat people or crictic says because everyone thinks the way they think .
Tev D =whore ,Bev D = Woman who drink alot .
Wednesday, February 4
whisper in wind.
I recall those days when i sit alone in search of Past.
I recall those moments and try to think it was a dream .
I recall those movements i tried to Forget .
I recall U. I recall Myself .
Will Things be ever be same as i wanted to be.
Will i be ever able to get past these Lie.
Will i ever be able to make u laugh .
Will i ever be with you again .
will i ever be free of you .
Will i ever forget ur lies.
Will i ever forget ur seduction .
Will i ever forget the last Good Bye .
Will I?
Your memories still haunt me
For i'm still not over .
It's no easy to forget
For wat it used to be so true
These memories are Like Venom .
Yes they are my reason
They push me backward in my life.
Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over your Venom.
I remeber ur words for ..
which i tried to forget .
u remian still there.
when u started from nowhere.
Now i m sad .
The reason is Bad .
Bad time .Bad Truth.Bad world .Bad brain.
If this is wat gives u pleasure .
Then i don't want any leasure .
Now all i got left is whisper in the wind !
May ur all wishes and
my wishes for u come ~true!
*Dedicated to the wind !wind that blew my time.Blew my life.Blew my blood.See my blood ~stained!
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