The Minimum age a person can vote is 18.

The Minimum age a person can vote is 18. 

And I turned 18 Last Year and I m Supposingly Be with one of the Voter card For wanting to Vote But Seem To be Least Intrested In Poltics I can't Distinguish The Reason Perhaps It's Me Because I Have Always Believed That No Good Governament Will Come From Heaven To Save The Common People Someone From Common People Has To Rise And Take Up The Responsibilty Of Makin The Nation A Better Place But These Facts Are Good Only When Written The Reality Is The Indina Poltics Is Freaken Complicated You Can Never Remain Alive In It Without Doing Wrong Or Being Wrong To Climb The Ladder You Need To Do Things Which Will Ultimately Turn You One Of them At High Position .So The Line Remain Simple Why Should I vote ? Voteing Is Not Gonna Help Me In Anyway . I Saw a Advetisement Which says If You Aren't Voting You Are Sleeping And I relly Love That Advetisement But Then Down The line It also Make Me Think That Even If We are Awake Just To See Things Happen That also InWrong Way or Not exactly in Way It  Should Happen Then Why Should We Bother To Wake To Just Pretend . I Consider This Election as Stupid Even Where Normal Public Get Chance To Represent Themself As Stupid . . .Who Cares About This Stupid Election? We All Know It Doesn't Matter Who Gets Elected . . Do You Really Think It's Going To Change Anything Around Here; Make One Single Person Smarter or happier or nicer Or Richer Powerful or Much Costlier In Parliament ? The Only Person It Does Matter To Is The One Who Gets ELected. The Same pathetic Election Happens Over And Over Again  And Everyone Makes The Same Pathetic Promises Just So They Can Get Stronger Positon In Poltics And Can Sell Themself At Higher Rates In Parliament Which Ultimately Means We Actually Help Them Increase Their Rates ~ha! This Is Funny Isn't it ..How Things Are Connected . So vote for Whom You Want  To Make Good Choices Think And Choose Becasue This Is the Only Way You Seem To Be Connected With People Who Are MostPowerful People Of Nation .So You Decide About Voting ..Or  Don't vote at all ...Doesn't Matter .

I can't Distinguish

Nothing Is Happening RiteI m not able to Distinguiish My Thinking I don't know wats that making this happen Wats wrong wats rite is also something has become mystery to me For the Day From Morning I have Had Few Bad Things Happening My Way I was thinking Of Doing maths Today . . Problems Looks So Scary That I m Still Trembling With Fear OF wats gonna Happen Maybe I will Open the Same Text With More Courage Maybe I will Be able To start Tomorrow .

Tonight I don't Know Wat I m Gonna Do .  Just stay Online and Tok Nonsense Or Perhaps I  Try covering One of The Chapter of DBMS,Perhaps . 

I Don't Know Wat I m Telling Now is Exactly Wat I m Gonna Do I can't Distinguish My feeling.I can't Distinguish My Thinking  I m Remain Undistinguished For The Day Oh yeah Tomorrow Is Sunday . Sunday is Super day .So I will Remain Super Boy Tomorrow I.e I m surely Gonna Study Tomorrow .

Hathway Sucks ,But Not always . [:P]

It's Kinda Fuuny when u are all alone .

Yesterday Night i was alone at home in my room I looked into mirror and I saw another person inside the mirror i stared at him and he too looked right into my Eyes Then i saw a will within him to fight this world make life i moved little away and saw again there was no one in mirror it was plane i wanted to see that man in mirror again i reached back mirror again i saw the same person looking at me again .It's kinda funny the way silence speaks when u are alone all alone feeling lonely all u got is silence to share urself with Then i realised i can't make my life all alone i need the courage  will , will to fight i needed the man who stood right infront of me in mirror I closed my eyes and Realised That the person in mirror Is Me And whenever i forget This i can come back and Rmember this . To get reminded of the warrior who i have within me .

You always have ur image to remind You How strong You are ,You can be .

If ur belief makes u Deliriously happy then believe in them and live happily.

 
Have you ever heard of  " YOGIC FLYING ?!?" This is a very interesting thing. I saw a documentary about it recently on the Discovery Channel. There are these people that sort of sit Indian Style, and they jump up and down and smile a lot. But the thing is, they honestly think they are flying. But, as anyone can see, they are simply jumping! But this makes them deliriously happy. And if it makes you happy, go ahead and believe it. That's what I say.I believe .

We start believing now that we can be who we are..

I came across this line which meant lot more than i could understand in one Go .

We start believing now that we can be who we are..." -Grease .

It's hard being in college. It really is sometimes. I mean, on one hand it's great. Lots of college kids have little to no responsibilty in life, but it's hard for the first little bit. Your life is uprooted. You get put in this scary place where you don't know quite whom to trust and your closest friends are hundred Thousands  of miles away Perhaps Not Relly But then any distance cannot be measured .., just as scared. And you want to be together. But you can't. And that's life.

You have to be here and make the best of it. You have to be happy for everyone else even when you don't want to be. You have smile a lot when you get barely any Joy . You have to cut some classes to study for others--essentially.You have to Bunk classes to Cover those Hundred thousand miles distance  .Specially if u fail to get along well with new Friends . You have to take a lot of risks.I consider Risk because Here u got to make again new friends ,it becomes real hard to think about whom to trust whom to not ..Make friends. You have to work really really hard to keep your grades decent Perhaps You have other option of copying :P ,it isn't SAFE until you have practised like All life >:) . Or if u are part of some university like bangalore ,Then sit abck remain calm and write all crap u got in head bcz They don't see ur quality of  content ,what they see is ur handwriting and if ur handwriting is good .Then Great ,sleep back at home ,Unlike me I almost suffer always due to my Butiful handwriting .I don't feel bad nor sad ..bcz all i care is good knowledge and decent mark..which i do get ~ha! (this part is little boast about my thought that i care for knowledge :P )

So it's tough. But the best things in life are always tough, aren't they? It's not brave if you're not scared. You have to believe in yourself, for once, when no one else knows you well enough to believe in you. . 

Everyone made my life

Our family had gathering this month infact in last week for a week ,It feels good to see all together ,Though i m not a family boy I don't get along with people so well I know this not something good to tell about myself But it's the truth and this is the reason i keep least with people .I have highest reagards for the member Due to simple reason that I consider everyone makes my life ,evryONE And have made my life.

I hope to meet them again In may ...I know I will have exam somewhere around that time But i m thinking of taking time off If possible Considering the fact that My cousoin sister is getting married ,Oh yeah my sister is getting married It's a special occasion It's gonna be grand There is gonna be Pompous celebration I can't effprdto miss this I love attainding marriages :) and Moreover most of the family memeber will get together again It's the other reason which will Give Me reason to meet Frirnds In Bihar :P .

I m gonna have exam ,but i can take my time out i will do atleast i will try to a extent possible Since i have spent HELL lots of time with her To me reality hardly matters ,the way i live is wat becomes reality ,Reality ultimately and I have two brother and two sis . I m the smallest in family ,Oh yeah smallest :) and i have not counted myself in this :|

Now Moving To different point -
This is little stupid thinking of my mind,I don't like the departure scene ,I stay away ,I don't like the scene in which u know all these are preparation for departing from each other is happening ,And thus i usually remain stay away I know many people may not Like this fact that i don't give them my time at the End . I m stupid I know and i will remain Not bcz i want to hurt them but bcz it hurts me To say bye to people .

Family gathering gives people a chance here to feel like they're helping ,they are knowing each other and they are Perhaps they might think this isn't required but i feel it is required :),Perhaps . It was great exprience to me . .Oh yeah i m telling the truth this time we had complete family gathering ,and it was peaceful and quite .I don't get along with all so easily maybe it's something in me that stops me ,but i feel it's good after considering the way my mind works ~ha! I know many thing about myself thats wrong Still i do it ..u know why ?...Bcz i Have chosen to live like this way .

All came as strong as Hell and now they will go back like Dream I want to dream again I want to get used to this Hell Force I want I will keep wanting i m this way I will remain this way My wanting becomes need no matter wat happens It remains need .

This is to mami ~Bye ! Take care !May ur all wishes and my wishes for u come true! I know this remains in my heart ,but i will keep it with me .

I wanted to meet mami before she left bangalore..stupid sleep StoPped me from doing so I feel stupid now I should have stayed over in othe house I m just too stupid .

Thank yOu blog U are cho chweeeeet u are always there to hear me .Thank You .

My kuchi Buchi Boo Blog

Oh yeah  I back to blog...My blog ...U are my form of drug ...Thank You for as You are ..

Ok today I m gonna tok about Slumdog Millionare Getting oscar award . . .

I might be branded as a pessimist or an anti-Indian but I want to know why Oscars are regarded as the greatest? As we all by now know that Oscars are American awards and they mainly recognize mainstream American films with 2-3 categories for foreign feature & short films. I don't know why we should give it so much of undue importance. Yes, an Oscar award does mean global recognition but if one sees it just as an award, than it is nothing greater or bigger than our National awards. For Rahman, Gulzar and Resul it would mean more projects in Hollywood but that would also mean that they will do less work in India and our country stands a chance in losing such rare gems. Oscars are nothing but over-hyped and well marketed money-churning function.And in this Media plays the strongest Role.Indian Public i have noticed get their ideas from media,through other pople words,through Media ,None think as they should or they could .They think as they are made to think ,This is funny But yes this the Funny Truth about Most indians .

I wonder why oscor is given so much importance by indian public ,It's Just another award ceremony of different industry ,They wouln't understnad our movies values as much as we do .we Know our cultural value ,we  know ourself ,Our movies are made for Us .

I don't say slumdog millionare diidn't deserve oscar ,It was relly well made movie ,it was moive in which ever scene was so well connected and characters were impressive too and most importatantly wat made the movie excellent was AR RAHMAN'S music .But then getting oscar award on award night just displays that they have started accepted and acknowledged ,I would say more of acknowledged in this case .

This is my view about Amitabh's comment I felt he was honest with his view,he rightly said movies like this were made in early 80's ,oH yeah tell me haven't u seen movie in which two brother loose themself at young age..they meet alter and find each other completely opposite in character,One turns villlian and other remains Good .Perhaps people failed to realise this reason this was made by a diector from hollywood ,or a director who is so well known over the world .But amitabh's main point was that why is our backward areas shown , why do foreign director choose such an issue which displays the negative issues of antion ,why they don't choose That displays nations beauty . I completely agree to him. I m truely impressed by his Honest view .

I came across many other closely known people they too had their part of things to say ..they felt the reason this movie won so many oscar it displayed rag pickers ,beggery system ..they felt why these directors don't choose theyr country where RACISM is still practiced ,Oh yeah it's true in america black and white is still alive,That was one of the reason why Theiry Henry left arsenal .Theiry henry was God to me of football ,best foot player in world alive.well lets not tok about him :)..continuing with oscar..why they don'tthey choose the issue of crime thats been ahappening in america..according to statics most number of cases been happening in those areas,why they don't choose the topic of terrorrism ,Drugs ..something that displays their Brutality .

I m done with you for the day  ,Be there and wish me good day ...I m gonna be part of Ppooja today ,it's true i m gonna part of pooja after long time,I don't even remember last when i had been to temple,Perhaps this all due to fact that i m AGNOSTIC . I have nothing against God ,God is good ,God is kind,Let him be .I just fell if god is good he needn't be worshipped since as people believe he knows everyhting ,Then tell is der any need to pray or rather beg or remind him of ur pain  I say No ..Bcz it's the devil who make u beg,pray and remind .This is completely my view perhaps I haev become Devil ,If i m not to be blamed for being devil then It had to be GOD .

Oh yeha i forgot to tell you one thing..My latest area of intrest is dancing ,I have been thinking alot Lately ,Perhaps i would be joining shyamak class this April ,as for now i want to ...Let see wat happpens ...can't relly say ,since "no one has seen tomorrow .." .I found out about shyamak. 

Song running in mind -Ankh micholi  (dev D) Beutiful movie with Excellent music ..anurag kashyap is one the best diector that india has ,I would say  the world has ..atleast My World ..everyone has their own world .

So Do i .

We are One.

Today we had Induction program Held in our college ..

Our Group name was ZERO .

And It was Boring..Boring and tiring considering the fact that we just Had to sit down like statue and Listen to all old philosophical crap on having positive approach and setting Goals . . 

At the End we Had Group Game Program in which different groups were divided ..our group number was One but then Unfortunately or rather fortunately our team member didn't sow up during the game ..so we had to choose any random group according to our own choice..

I chose Group 11 ..I dono why?May be bcz this number Had two one in it .

Our Group manage to win three out of five..we were the best in those three winning competition ..i.e 1st place.

I was happy with the result but the only thing that left me petrified Is The announcement of result for " song of the group by the group "

Reason for my disappointment was the fact that "I thought the judges fail to understand my song " ..we were not even appreciated for this song ..perhaps i felt later i should have allowed another girl to sing the song in "Kannada"..which i felt would have helped our group better ..OK let me say my reason for choice of English song was simple..i saw my English teacher judging about the other things..i just saw..she may not be the on judging . . 
I expected to win in song event due to simple obvious reason that Wat should matter more is the content rather than the "way of singing " bcz way of singing just display the individual ability . . .And due to this ..i chose to sing for my group . 

Here is My song ...

I started of telling "our Group name is zero and now we have moved to One ,oh yes,our song name is ONE ."

One. .

You are One
I m One 
Everyone is One. .
What matters the most is 
We are ONE.

We Fall . .
We Run . .
We Try To Fly . .
And Touch the Sky .
What matters the most is 
We Fall . we Run . We Fly .As ONE.

This is Mad World .
All Run in circle . .
All wait for Final sleep . .
What matters the most is 
We are awake as ONE.

' And the Truth is 
"Hum saath saath hain " ..I chose this lineas it was suggested by Mandira and teachers had said to pick some movies songs..

Here is the continued line By me .

And the Truth is 
We are One ..
And ONE is Zero .

"I don't consider myself any different from anyone else with this disease. I'm not guilty; I'm not innocent. I'm jsut trying to be I."

Today i had computer lab test..

I Executed my programs and got both output..then there was the VIVA .

I was cool about viva bcz i knew i could bluff enough to convince teachers with any answer ..My turn came and i sat in front of the teacher.A group was suppose to be attainding the viva test at a time.During which question was shot by teachrs and we had to answer.

Teacher asked the question ,Two of the boys gave somewat close answer by then other had started prompting their form of answer,which was also close but not Exactly rite .Then i looked into teachers eyes and said with little firm voice the correct answer and he said slyly "why did u answer?"

What the fack?..if i had answered the wrong answer he wouldn't ask this question .

Then i had to say something back to him..i looked at him and said...just i wanted to so i said and that time he said "Even i want to give u just 10 on 20 ." 

I stood and said thank you and WALKED AWAY ,while walking back i thought i had the option of applosies but then i thought " why should i ? "

And continued walking with little anger in mind ..Thorugh this time i thought why should i appolosise to him ..If u have faken attidtude.Feed it to dead dog on the road .

I m very clear with my fact and thoughts and i beleive if a teacher uses his power to display ..then it's dishonesty to the profession and then afterall i m his student how the heck does he expect student to be Honest with behaviour ...

Tell me..

I m "I" and i chooses his action very carefully and if "i's"action seems wrong to you then .."wat it seems to u just wat u are think.."..

There will be enough sleep at the GRAVE..

I m feeling sleepy .i will have to conrol my feeling as i have to complete my record some how..it seems like i have to cross the mountain adn the mountain is being moved every seconds...hey ancient powers of animal kind i call upon thy souls to help me cross the mountain ...Help me in doing wat i want to do..It's 11:48 p.m and and i m feeling sleepy ..i had thought i would complete my record when everyone else would be sleeping in house..while watching Tv.now i seem to be getting defeated by the My ownself . Last night I dreamed I had insomnia. I woke up exhausted, yet too well rested to go back to sleep.


"every second i shut my eyes it is sleep that i see." 

There will be enough sleep at the GRAVE.

continued after completing programs :

It's 2'o' clock and i have just managed to complete Programs .

Still flow chart is remaining ...

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I m simple man with simple approach and i keep things simple as I do as i want I have decided to complete my record tonight i will ..i will do it ...at watever time it's done...The Word taht i don't like to tell/hear to myself is the word "NO".

Wat class are u toking about ma'am this class has no class

"Get out of the class" is wat ma'am said and i came out [:d]. No apologies to her [:p]...I thought this option of getting out was better than staying back in this class..that too in first bench ALONE ... I didn't apologise due to simple reason that i hadn't done anything that would have had made obvious for ma'am to say that -This is wat i thought First . I Had just smiled for the joke which shamsudin cracked .I wonder By any chance are we expected to be like statue in CLASS .Perhaps i should have stood up and remained quite and looked down to stay back in class. While coming out a chain of thoughts ran through my mind...that consisted some stupid philosophical crap like..."Wat class are u toking about ma'am this class has no class "..[:d]. I also wanted to say Thank you for Teaching me so long and say Apologise for my Behaviour ...but then i thought that would might make ma'am feel pity and say "Don't do this from next time and sit down " [:d].I kept my book in my bag and At the end i just decided to stay quite and walked away ...perhaps i might apologise to her next time..so that the hidden anger within her Dies ..